Posting with my eyes closed

I can't focus my eyes.

I started noticing it about an hour ago and begged out of a couple of IM conversations to give them a rest. It's really hard to do anything while you're resting your eyes. You can't read a book or do a puzzle or play a game. What you can do, it turns out, is turn on music, turn off all of the lights but one, and lay on the unfolded futon couch with your head buried in a hood and your arms scrunched up beneath you. Also, it turns out this is over all pretty boring.

So I'm here, making my first blogpost with my eyes closed, glancing occasionally if I think I've made a typo, but for the most part blind typing. It feels different than regular typing.

Okay, I've opened my eyes now. They seem to be focusing — wait now they're closed again. I wish they would just get rested and be done with it. Stream-of-consciousness lol.

I'm too self-conscious to blog.